I’ve been super emotional lately, thanks to good old Mother Nature.
I've had a couple of… revelations, I guess. Let’s see if I can put this eloquently.
Lately, I've been super happy. Hmm… happy isn’t the word.
Determined.
I have been determined to change my life around.
Whoah…Sarah. That’s a lot to handle. Can’t you just be happy with what you have?
But I am happy with what I have. I am so blessed to live my life. I have wonderful friends, a terrific family, a great education, and a Heavenly Father who loves me. I lead a satisfying life.
But that’s the thing… I want more. Not in a selfish way, but I know that I am destined for greater things.
I want to make my life mean something. Being LDS, a lot of my friends get married very early in their lives. And I don’t want that. I want to make something of my life. Not that getting married young is a bad thing. If you find the one that you're meant to spend an eternity with, why stop that? But I haven't yet and so I want to take risks. I want to travel, I want to explore, I want to go on adventures!
I need to get out of Utah. I am desperate!
I just… ugh… what are the words I’m looking for?
I’m so close…. I can taste it. I can feel my life changing. I am finally taking control of my life. I’m losing weight, I’m gaining confidence, I am evolving.
I refuse to live a mundane life. I can’t. I won’t.
I am destined for greater things.
