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2:39 pm

So, I recieved a letter from my auntie Rosanna the other day. So last night I wrote her back. I'm excited for her to be my pen pal =] Also, my friends Kate and Ashley (no not Mary-Kate and Ashley ha ha) both decided to be my pen pals. I'm liking the idea of writing letters more than texting or writing on walls on Facebook. Ya know? You get to write more about your week and how you are really doing. Because when you write it online, everyone can see it. And there is some stuff that not everybody needs to know. I hope to gain more pen pals over the next little while. Like friends from back home and everything.

Well this was kind of a pointless post. But oh well. =] pretty picture, huh? i took it!

Really?

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12:26 am.

So...... Today was very crappy.

I was on the verge...

Almost tipping over the edge....

Then I came to terms with the fact that I have nothing really in my life....

And I started to cry. No not cry... bawl.

You see, it all started while I was looking at Peter Pan pictures while sitting on my couch. Then I realized I had no friends. And that I'm alone, and sad, betrayed, alone, yadda yadda yadda. It hit me hard and of course, right on cue, tears welled up and rushed down my face.

And to add the happy cherry on top of my awful Sundae... someone put a fake rat in my cupboard.... I know they didn't mean anything by it. But it was the straw that broke the camels back and sent me into hysterics...

I just feel so.... unimportant.

I FEEL LOST.

I don't know what to do.....