Really?

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12:26 am.

So...... Today was very crappy.

I was on the verge...

Almost tipping over the edge....

Then I came to terms with the fact that I have nothing really in my life....

And I started to cry. No not cry... bawl.

You see, it all started while I was looking at Peter Pan pictures while sitting on my couch. Then I realized I had no friends. And that I'm alone, and sad, betrayed, alone, yadda yadda yadda. It hit me hard and of course, right on cue, tears welled up and rushed down my face.

And to add the happy cherry on top of my awful Sundae... someone put a fake rat in my cupboard.... I know they didn't mean anything by it. But it was the straw that broke the camels back and sent me into hysterics...

I just feel so.... unimportant.

I FEEL LOST.

I don't know what to do.....